This happens every time I have to go back to school. I get so sad and depressed. I don't know why because once I get there, I am fine! Okay, kidding... I do know why. I don't do well with change. That's why.
I've never done well with change, even when I was a baby. I'm moving into the Alpha Phi house (I lived in an apartment with BFF last semester) and I'll be living without BFF and with all these sweet girls whom I love but it's still hard for me.
This is so pathetic but I have been crying all day today while packing! I was the same way when I was packing this summer. Funny story actually... BFF and I had moved into the apartment. Our parents had left. Her and her boyfriend were laying on her bed watching a movie and I was in my room on my laptop. All of the sudden, she got up off the bed, walked into the bathroom and started crying. Then I walked in and started crying. We didn't say a word to each other. We didn't know why we were crying but we just were. Her boyfriend walked into the bathroom took one look at us and just started laughing because we looked so pathetic. And I do have to say that we did look pretty pathetic.
Through these times of change I have to remember that God is always with me and although I may be away from my family, He is always there. I will be fine once I get settled in because He will comfort me. It's just a time in my life that is constantly changing. I pray that someday soon, I can have some normalcy as far as where I will be living but until then I will have to go through change and accept it.
Happy Friday, friends! Monday I will be turning 20 so I can officially say I have beaten teen pregnancy. (totally kidding by the way!!!) Do you have any fun plans for the weekend? :)
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Happy early birthday! Greet feeling not being a "teen" anymore :) and I totally get what your going through! I find myself still needing a good cry. Boyfriend and I live at least 2 hours away from our parents and siblings and it gets so hard sometimes!
-The Plaid Princess
http://plaidandpreppy.blogspot.com/
Happy early birthday! I am going to show this to my eleven-year-old daughter who was paralyzed by sadness about going back to school after Christmas break. I told her the same thing: it will be fine once you get there (and I was right). But it will still be nice for her to see that "big girls" go through this too..
--Elena
acasarella.net
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